We dont have to talk about it. Shed made countless mistakes, as every parent does, and shed even left him to the whims of his alcoholic father one time too many. (LogOut/ You had no idea what was going on, you just kept going with the flow. But, I wanted it to be more special than candy and flowers.. What if that part of his family history ran much more deeply than he knew? Besides, Im an NCIS Investigatoragent person now.. How can I let this one life put all those others at risk? Hed been out of control any number of times, angry enough to kill, and maybe he would have, if there hadnt been others there to stop him. Tess DiCorsi is a big fan of them established as a couple. Change). Hell, hed let her stand in as his own family when hed been shot. What if he had family to be their for him during his crush injury? It wasnt just a theoretical thing. Not much, but some. And then it made me wonder something else., I wondered why she chose me. I carry the weight of that with me. His hair still damp, though this time from the shower, he stopped directly behind her as she poured out two mugs of freshly brewed coffee. I took that he was dead as an indisputable fact, but even if he is not I do not see the reason for Deeks to look for him or his half-siblings. I mean, you know that I want more than anything to have a baby with you. Not to mention that you did pretty much save Sams life. Hoping for a smile. Just for being in his life. Which was the crux of the matter, after all. It does. God, I can feel it in my bones, I want it so much. So Im invisible to them, as long as I dont put myself out there on Heritage.. Ive hinted at Kensis reluctance through a couple of my long stories, but in my last one they actually talk about itamazingly without metaphors. Her Deeks on the other hand, wants it allmarriage, kids and happiness. He may have to wait. Instinctively, hed always seen Bertie as a protective presence, even when shed been so woefully unable to protect him. And will the fact that he is maybe somewhere alive change anything now? And so, they had, later that night, over a bottle of wine. Neither of them had expected the vehemence behind his words, and each spent a long moment staring out toward the ocean in recovery. What was your craziest day of filmingNCISLA? Or, go back to the previous Writing Deeks, Saying What They Really Mean. Very early on, hed been a bit enamored of her. Hed been traumatized, in more ways than one, and so had Bertie. I read practically any and everything Deeks/Densi related that I could find in the four months I was home with the baby. Not to mention the steaks and chops., Now Im hungry, Sam said. Kensi was glad to see that Deeks apparent turmoil was not showing itself in the water. He rubbed his hands together and anxiously looked at all the cars, wondering which one was theirs. So what are your romantic plans for tonight? Sam asked. Okay, Artie. His father had been a violent drunk, whose actions had driven his only son to shoot him, in defense of the childs mother. Change), You are commenting using your Facebook account. Kadiedid says, Oh, I definitely like to write about them getting together and jumping through hoops to make it happen. Change), You are commenting using your Facebook account. She always has a reason. I dont have idea how I havent noticed this story. Of course. He took mental inventory of the others. Back at the beginning, and, and even to this day, if he was honest with himself, Henrietta Lange had seemed a little otherworldly to him, a little magical, and a lot mysterious. 24.2K 563 32. Or maybe not. # 1. She thought I was supposed to regret it. Please consider turning it on! The man raised the grenade launcher to his shoulder just as the other man slammed into him, sending the projectile into the ceiling above Deeks head. You wrote some great Densi conversation and you brought up the point that we almost know anything about Sams mother. "Not my own accomplishments." I thought we were talking about whether we continue to do what we do, when Im pregnant., Ive thought about this a lot. I told hdawg in my comment about her birthday fic that I love those sleepy morning scenes that she and other writers give us and those are just one example this domestic Densi that I love. She got a small one. Its not like you have to shave. Or comb your hair. I mean, weve done our turn. Why is it always a warehouse? He asked. Very carefully, she placed them in the two chairs next to her mom. No one would suspect there was anything inside worth stealing. How can I How can I let this one life put all those others at risk? Quit stalling, Callen said. We have thousands of lives to look out for, maybe millions! I was always Martin Atticus Deeks. But I like candy and flowers, she said softly. Made an interesting story for TV though. I guess Im just saying that I dont want our kids to think they have to be in the fight, all the time. Yeah, but her excuse was that NCIS and LAPD kept getting in each others way. And thats how you rocked my world., Deeks looked around the room, finally lifting the covers, Who are you and what have you done with my wife?, You know why I said yes this time last year when you proposed?, My devastating good looks, wit, charm, sexual prowess, I said yes because after all that went on with the investigation into my fathers death, there you were. Also it was the first time I wrote a hot scene for Densi, just a step before the bedroom and with Santana playing in the background I could imagine them swaying to the Latin beat before surrendering to each other. Diane | Founder, Writer, & Contributing Editor, Follow wikiDeeks | Marty Deeks | NCISLA on WordPress.com. He promised that their evening would make up for everything, and she had warned him that ithadbetter, which didnt make him happy at all. Deeks would be forever grateful for this woman in his life, who so easily overlooked his faults and virtually willed him to reach his aspirations. Copyright 2023 I just wanted to see you, he murmured against her skin, but despite the lack of volume in his voice, Kensi still caught the underlying tone that suggested greater meaning to his words. He moved stealthily toward the opening, listening intently for any sound. No, but I have plans with my wifey tonight, and Artie hasyou know. What do you most admire about Deeks? Shed been mightily angry with him then. He realized that Sam had only ever spoken of his father, and wondered what that might mean about his unlikely friends relationship with his mother. I didnt have to wonder who she was, or if she cared, or if she would just move on without me. "Are you ready to spend the day with nana?" The most frustrating part was not including ALL my favorite writers, but unfortunately I had to limit it to something relatively manageable. t I was supposed to regret it. Youre so right that the more we see of them together on TV, the more little tidbits and insights you writers will have to deal with (or should I say, work with). Not a real understanding. So lets live life to the fullest, Kens. (LogOut/ Learn how your comment data is processed. And he hadnt shared any of it with his wife, for multiple reasons, but mostly because he didnt have to. Taken: Dani Deeks. I mean, he cant undo the past.. Densi. I wont have any regrets. What are the odds Im going to find something good in his family history? The sooner youre in place the faster we wrap this up so Kensi wont kick my ass for spoiling your evening.. Contact us if you are the owner of something and you would like it removed. So beautiful. She smiled. I mean, I know theyre a bit much, especially when theyre all together. Thats just the thing! I dont know, I dont know, and yes, you idiot.. Hed gone to her for life advice a time or two, and been the recipient of even more of it, unsolicited. But, for the record, I do like our friends, and Im happy to spend time with them., And I love you for saying that and for a million other reasons.. I dont care howdirty youare or how bad you smell. For as long as theyd worked together, hed never quite earned the mans full trust, and now he knew why. I think they might be growing on me., Kensi claimed his lips in return. Kensi once mentioned that Deeks had told her about how, one holiday a few years ago, Deeks' father had pointed a shotgun at him, but other than that he knew nothing about Deeks' childhood and family. January 29, 2023 in A Decade of Deeks // How Marty Deeks Got Me To Give NCISLA a Second Chance: A Decade of Deeks Re-Post January 28, 2023 in Drabble // A New Road: Drabble 01/28/23 January 22, 2023 in Fan Fiction // Dad Mode: An NCISLA FanFic January 20, 2023 in Kensi's Journal // She Wants a Raincheck! Can you tell us more about your first day at work onNCISLA? Because she might have thought she had a good reason.. Two red tulips were the centerpiece, and a Twinkie sat on each of their dessert plates. New badge or not., Deeks. They arent too much, and I love them, because you do. Copyright 2023 Just wonderful, a perfect Valentines Day for my favorite otp! A pregnancy test?. Seriously, Kens, I told you I wouldnt push, and I wont. He heaved a sigh that had been years in coming. Oh youre rightmore questions than answers. I think you captured Deeks and Kensis voices so well. But it was also about her. I just remember learning about some of what had happened to Callen, some of the ways shed manipulated his life, and how hed just been finding out about it, and I wondered. Until the night Hetty had shown up at the hospital, after Kensi had been so gravely injured in Syria. Im fine. In his mind, it always morphed into an interrogation and his nerves just took over. I cant bring myself to believe the Nellster would have lied to me about something like that, but it doesnt mean she didnt find something she was meant to find., Kensi understood. I mean, really a lot, because I knew you werent ready, and I didnt want to push you. Thats reassuring. Because Hetty had raised all of her young charges in service to a higher cause, even when serving that cause might prove costly to them. Kensi will have to get him up to speed on whats required of him.. Not that she could tell me that. So when G Callen calls with a problem, what else was she supposed to do? Definitely not an agreement. Look, I love Hetty, and Im grateful beyond what I can say for how my life has changed since I met her. Reaching over to squeeze the hand of his number one reason for gratitude. He finally managed to settle himself down and focus on the subject at hand. Help what? deeks. She took in both the question and its implications. How can we help fire victims? Would he want me to forgive him? "Your father passed away in a auto accident in 1998, not long after his release from prison." Can he and his team keep themselves safe during this war, or will they fall victim to its clutches? Listen, Im not saying were wrong to do the work. I dont need anything, Deeks. i loved it. What about that nerdy kid I had to mentor through that site? After hed thought hed been matched with a kid with a much more palatable profile. Right now we need Artie, and youre still standing here.. Maybe still drinking or maybe recovered. "Good morning daddy," Dani says softly. Maybe theyd hoped in the same converse ways. So its not enough to just give you candy and flowers., I think youre hallucinating, baby, she said with a concerned smile. For my sake, and maybe for hers., Kensi gradually came to a slow nod. Well done. I discovered ff.net last May at the start of my maternity leave. Martin Deeks had been raised by the woman whod given him birth, and as much love as shed known how to give. Very carefully, she placed them in the two chairs next to her mom. But that doesnt mean she wasnt lying to you then. Working it out aloud. Once theyd known, for sure, once theyd met with either relief or disappointment, Deeks made her an offer. And I cant go wrong with that. Diane | Founder, Writer, & Contributing Editor, Follow wikiDeeks | Marty Deeks | NCISLA on WordPress.com. Website Powered by WordPress.com. It is a great story (like any other your story- I would like to be able to read more of them). They can only hope that they'll still be alive when he's through with them. . Now, he knew. Maybe needy. But, as long as Im on this journey with my ladybird beside me, I guess Im game.. Deeks never talked about his family. What if he was also a doctor? Surrounded by fire and falling debris, he ran toward the exit, finding it blocked by a collapsed beam. Will we ever know the answers to any of these questions? Deeks stretched himself out sideways on the blanket, propping his head on his hand, and Kensi mirrored him. Not so with Callen. He described his friendship with Deeks and how supportive Deeks had been over the years, to the point of investing in his various - failed - business ventures. That smell lingers, and I have big plans for Valentines Day., Okay. When Deeks saw the injury the boy sustained, his eyes turned deep blue. To both of us. All images copyright their respective owners, no infringement intended. Kensi might not have felt ready to have a child. Roberta Deeks is one of TV"s most unique and memorable mothers. Copyright 2023 Review: NCISLA A Tale of Two Igors(S12E18), Review: NCISLA A Line in the Sand (S9E23) and Ninguna Salida(S9E24), Writing Deeks: The Voices of NCISLA Fan Fiction: A Decade of DeeksRe-Post, I Fell a Little More in Love Today: Kensis Journal4/23/23, Mr. Wow, thats great! I think theres a part of him that would have wanted to see his father again to show him he was a success and have the remote chance to hear his father say he was proud of him. Part 11 of Everything Changes Language: English Words: 323 Chapters: 1/1 Kudos: 2 Hits: 99 You Calm Me by RollisiCarisi NCIS: Los Angeles Teen And Up Audiences No Archive Warnings Apply F/M Complete Work You always make me feel such strong emotions and this story was no exception. Sweet Lus Densi is long established, but they struggle to take their relationship to the next level. And Ive been in love with it all ever since. She raised those kids to follow in her footsteps. And Sam. So much in each character with some serious thoughts about Hetty and children and how ones choices influence and impact life of the others. But it had been far from enough. Artie? Kens, your dad was a military hero. Im not going to subject them to what I went through.. Datenschutz - Privacy Policy That made the story of unhappy childhood with abusive father so much easier to digest. Which thought brought him back to a conversation hed had just a few weeks ago, with the other woman he loved. But youd think a few fringe benefits would come with the new badge., Nono, no. Im a glass half full kind of person and depressing stories depress me so I dont like to read them very often. Whatwhy? Kensi handed her flowers to Nell, and Deeks looked at the two photos in her arms. Fatima doesnt forget that Callen said he wanted to go along with her for one of her family brunches. Thanks hdawg! Okay, he said. Its not like were going to be able to handle the physical stuff forever, anyway. I love you every single daynot just on some date on a calendar. Who are some of your dream guest stars forNCISLA? "A whole three days off?" But she was wrong. I try to stay as close to the character as I can and lately they want to be together and are trying to figure it out whereas before, they might have wanted to be together but thought that it was impossible and didnt really try very hard., Some writers write Densi together without letting the rest of the team in on their relationship. Kensi Blye-Deeks sounds much better than Kensi Blye-Brandel. And somehow I got the impression that Bertie protected her son much more often than we give her a credit for. Hed been Deeks since the day shed met him. 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